The moment that I realize we're as a woman not as strong as we thought was when I saw the episod of "Kimora 100 makeovers". As we know that Kimora is one of the most popular and toughest woman we ever know and she said on her speech " I am strong, but I always had that moment at night when I bring my childs to sleep after working all day long then I just went to my room all by myself I was like crying and said that I cant take this anymore, I'm strong enogh and so on..."
That just open my eyes.. as a girl,as a teenage how many times that I've been feel that way, crying all the night,dealing with endless pain. But there's something that feel hurt most, that is I cry not because of the pain but I cry because there's no one that I can share with, no one that even want to just listen. Because sometimes little things could be means a lot. And when there's nobody wants to listen, that doesnt mean that you dont have a friends..thats because you're so good in act to hide your pain behind them.
Heartbreaking. Heartbreaking is a painfull condition. Ya I know it sounds classy but I've just got that damn experince.Its true when there was a time that he did everything right, So when I think of the time that I loved him,he showed his rest and I saw the real him. Have you ever faced a situation where you thought your relationship would be awesome, and actually it becomes very lame? Well I do. Its killing me slowly at the first period. I know its a both decision and he gave me some reasons, a lot of reasons,but mostly I think that the reason he gave me just make no sense at all. And the worst is I think that he accidently said something that may have left permanetnt scar. And dont be wrong he a nice guy, he's smart,kind,and everything. And I would be always cheering the time that I've been spend with him
It just need a recovery process, and maybe a recovery would be bring so much pain to my life but I do belive that I'll be a better person after that.
Because being single as not as bad as you thought girls! Share and Care xoxoxo
